I have been struggling with this for a long time now. Every time I am up to something big, I love to make the plans and have the dream but I have this big resisting energy right before I actually want to really DO something about it. It does not make any sense logically. What makes sense is to start what you love to do right away just like Nike tag line “Just do it”. So where is this resistance to act come from? I can never explain it. It definitely feels like self-sabotage.